What to do now ?  I did not know what to do in anyway. I just know that I don't even know what I want for myself. I have noone to look up for when there's problem crops up. Maybe I just don't want to share my problem and just being self-fish ? I don't even know where to vent my anger at. Clueless, right ? People always asked to share. In the end, I received a word only. Cheer up. Raft out roud. I guess speaking to a non-living things might be better well off. For the last time I shall say. Fuck my life.

Hello, idiots and retarded peoples.

How was your life girl ?

Dear diary,

What can I say about my life was, its sucks. But, I'm trying to make it better than sucks. I gave a miss to cross country and I could not get what I wanted. Anyway, I also won't get a piece of shit because there's two reason. One, I will be doing duty no matter whats the outcome. Secondly, my stamina drop 100%. I felt leftout. I see no photos of me. Ha ha ha.

I went rochor centre in the afternoon again... And went sim lim square ... And then waited for cab for one hour ... I called several time to book a cab and the outcome was "Sorry. All the cab are fully book." Totally, pissed off. Worst is, I go call the maxi cab and guess what. The booking fee is super expensive. Daylight robbery, please! Forty-five dollars of booking fee. Sweeeeeeeeeeeeeee .... Good night.