So what's with me now? I'm changing. slowly. Guess it's really hard to believe for who I am now.

How I act. communicate. everything of me seems to be changing. for the better? worst.

I'm happy at least? or maybe for a moment yes I am. I sincerely no need any walls to rely on. Someone(s) is getting on my nerves.

 I just wanted to be part of it. You just simply fuck it off. I wanted to send you to grave so desperately.

Same routines. I've called tons of times to book a cab. The outcome was the same as yesterday... "Sorry. All the cab was fully book." Went rochor centre for stuff and to fu lu shou complex for stuff. Aftermaths, went sim lim square to search high and low for the iphone 4. Back to fu lu shou complex, wave cab and to cousins house.

I'm giving you heaven, you're simply giving me hell.