I guess its about time for a proper post.
Today, the hottest topic was 'Life'. Why? I have no idea why it knocks me on this. Perhaps, its telling me to treasure my life.
There's only one life to live. Whether to love or be loved. How sad was that to cry over a person that hurts you most. Why don't just cry over cuts and stiches? Yes. Its hard when you have to and easy when you want to. Its stupid to commit sucided when you can't get what you wanted. Isn't that stupid? Or does you called that no self-love? I think, its both. Get over it and move on. But the worst thing is, you lose the most important price of all. For your information, its not pride I am talking about. It's price. Cherish life. You can't make everything goes your ways you wanted it to be. Its all fated. Agree?
Sometimes, I always think that I am the one neglecting the ones that loved me most. I felt so sad that I am afraid that they might think that I treat them as a substitution. Perhaps, not at all. Sometimes, things get rather complicated that you don't even know what you are really doing. Because, it ain't you at all. Is not your soul, not your soul. But what left unsaid was a word, sorry.
Felt rather stupid for not paying attention in class when parents work so hard to give us a proper education. I should have study hard enough and not ended up in NA classes that most look down on. Seriously. I hope this nonsense will stop and get back to the real world outside. Challenging enough.
School was utterly sucks to the maximum. But what I enjoyed most was cheering for my house mates. Happily took part in 4 x 100 and 4 x 200. Hooray! :)
Attitudes are contagious. Are yours worth catching?
Thanks for being there for me when I'm down and you're there listening to my ranting or rather 'chanting'.
Xoxo,
Sherlyn
