Thursday, February 24, 2011

This feeling is so hard to explain


YAY! Finally, its time for my ranting.

For god's sake. I couldn't stand this nonsense anymore. Its so sad to trust a person that you once trust so much and yet trying to take over you. True enough. In life, who doesn't want to be the first? Everyone does. I want to be the best of the best in my test. You also right? I want to be the most outstanding person in my cca. You also right? Everyone is fighting for it. Yes, I know. But sometimes, people always tend to go overboard and I seriously couldn't understand why. I've been trying my best to treat them well and this is what I got in return. Superb saddening. Its like so hard to earn a freaking bloody stupid word called "Respect". I felt so guilty now. Bloodyshit. I find that I am snatching the position from you but I didn't mean it. I love to be fair and thats why I am always fair and square to everyone.

Boss always wanted the tasks to be done by the date given. But I just hope the boss would like just give a chance or rather spare a thought for their employees. Boss is human, so does employees. Boss have their own things to do. So does the employees. I would just hope that one day, the boss would wake up for his/her dreams and just open his/her big big ears and listen to employees explanation why its carried this way... Its rather saddening that employees spending their precious time doing the tasks and a 're-do' in return.

The question in my mind was that, why doesn't people appreciate what others offer them?

Perhaps, I've been a little selfish but you know, it hurts more than you do.
I should have known that I shouldn't attend today's cca... or just stick with my secondary 2s.

Anyway, I don't care who's reading. This is my site that I could only express it out here. Will you help to sort this out if I voice it out? All humans can do was, cheer up. Don't feel bad. No. No.
NO OFFENCE!